Sunday, 12 May 2013

On Revelations

Firstly I would just like to thank all of you people for reading this fledgling blog. I am sure that you are all awesome people, and I really appreciate that you've taken the time to read what I've written. Thank you, especially, people who have made positive comments. Thank you again, dear readers, for making me feel like less of  insignificant blip in this world.

I've had a pretty bad week. Some good things have happened, like I've started work on the second part of my story about grief, and I'm in my new house, but lot's of the rest has been terrible. Mainly, I've had a revelation. It's not the sort of revelation which blasts all sadness away, which makes you see the light at the end of the tunnel, or gives you the feeling that you're riding a unicorn, and have slayed all of your  dragons. No. It's the sort of revelation that wraps its tentacles around your throat, and drags your now limp body deep into its pit of despair. I won't share this thought, because in my opinion it's pretty triggering, but I will say that the worst thing about it is that a large part of my heart and soul think that it's true.

I will be fine, I'm sure. Until that happens, I would really appreciate any virtual internet hugs, or positive thoughts that you could send my way. Thank you.

P.S. This is a gif of a paper phoenix that I made a few months ago. I hope that one day, too, I will rise from the ashes. 


  1. Many many internet hugs and kisses coming your way oxoxoxoxoxox!
    Oh baby, I really feel for you! Just remember that although you might feel sad for a few days... weeks.. whatever, there IS light at the end of the tunnel. EVENTUALLY something good will happen, that will blow all the sadness away. Just stay strong, keep close to your family and friends and you'll be all right. And remember, you are not 'an insignificant blip in the world', you are an amazing, wonderful person who can do anything you want to do!
    I love your blog and am proud to count myself as one of your 'fledgling followers'. Plus that origami phoenix is!
    Love you!
    Ella x

    1. Also, I just wanted to tell you that I have nominated you for the versatile blogger award!

  2. I'm bad at being comforting with words, so *hug* <3
    That origami is great, good work! Also, nobody is insignificant in this word. Butterfly effect and all. I'm reading you and it influences me and I'll do things based on how you influenced me, you know? So you had significance.

    1. And congrats on beginning to work on the second part of your story! I admire writers :)